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I am so tired of your consistent whining. It's it above obnoxious. The calls and texts aren't going to change what happened that day. I have told you time and again that you can't backtrack... once something has been said out loud it hangs in the air for you to see, hear, and study. Going backwards on that statement doesn't void it out, it only pronounces that what you said was probably wrong and you realize it now that I think you're a fucking bitch.
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[27 Nov 2009|05:47pm] |
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There is only so long I can bite this wicked tongue. I can hurt your feelings, the digs are easy and your relentless backtracking makes it only easier to rub the salt in the wound that is your inflated ego. Stop making it so difficult to want to be around you please. You are driving a wedge that I won't be able to mend, hard as I may try. There is the family you're born into, the family you choose, and the family you marry into. So don't make me choose...because it won't be you.
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[25 Nov 2009|11:23am] |
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Damn it John... I thought I would check on this old dusty journal and move on. Now I love it. I love seeing how as little as four years ago I was unstable and emotional. But what is really crazy to see, is how I have in writing the over-exaggeration of my idea of love and how the object of my affection was the man I love and married.
It's official.. I'm obsessed with LJ.
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[21 May 2007|09:31pm] |
I feel like I haven't been on here in 1000 years. Driving home today a guy called over to me at a red light to politely tell me that he thought I was beautiful and asked if I was taken. I told him I was, but it was a flattering compliment non the less, since compliments grow scarse once comfort sets in.
I'm wide awake, it's morning.
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[10 Feb 2007|02:51am] |
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What have I done?
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[18 Aug 2006|10:55pm] |
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i am always here and never leaving. so why is everyone always leaving me? i just had to go tonite, nothing rang true and i was done. i'm over it. just wish i felt a little better with myself. and the dawn comes as if nothing has happend, and i awake same as the dawn...
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[25 Sep 2005|10:30pm] |
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I spent the majority of Friday night/Saturday morning vomiting every half hour. This was not fun. I started the day dehydrated and dry heaving. Nick thinks it's because I drank too much on Friday. But today is Sunday, and my stomach still hurts and I never felt hungover in anyway. I have to work tomorrow night so I hope I feel better when I get up. I hate being sick...
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[09 Aug 2005|04:56pm] |
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I'm going to Paris when I turn 23. Be there or be square!
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[08 Aug 2005|09:24pm] |
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is it weird that sometimes i miss the miserable lonely life i used to have?
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| Boo! You whore! |
[03 Jul 2005|09:33pm] |
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I hope everyone is having a lovely fourth of july weekend. Mine has started off fairly uneventful, but i'm about to leave for a party so maybe things are turning around. I'm really disappointed in a couple people for rude behavior and feel extremely left out and used lately. So fair warning to all: i am no longer planning any outings for holiday weekends, nor am i in charge of inviting people to outings that I have been invited to. You are all on your own until I get an apology of some sort. You're not all on this list of people that I am upset with so don't worry, I think they'll know who they are. Like some who are trying to take over my life. To the rest, call me and let's have a kickass 4th!
love and kisses,
mua mua,
~amber
p.s. don't forget who the fucking queen bee is....
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[08 Jun 2005|09:17am] |
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what a snob you've become. I hope we never pass on the street. I don't know if I even want to look someone like you in the eye.
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[23 Apr 2005|08:02pm] |
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It's a common saying that in Michigan, it could be sunny one day and snowing the next. I'm sure that people that don't live here think that in some way we all must be exaggerating. It was 80 degrees like 4 days ago. And now it's 30 and snowing. Why? I've been in the house all day. I refuse to drive in the snow and hate the cold. But there's only so long I can sit here. I may go out if a tempting offer shows itself. Until then I will be here. I'll be wating here. Just where you left me, too afraid to tell you that I might change the plans. Too nervous as to what your reaction would be. But we just seem perfect.
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[06 Apr 2005|09:48pm] |
where the hell is everyone? happy birthday to heather and thank you to lisa for buying lunch today. you're such a sweetie!
the clique is in jeopardy. you better get your bitch asses out tonite.
~ CL
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Some of the clique had a kickass time ringing in Heather's 21st last night. Woo hoo! The party has only begun. when someone in the clique has this big a reason to celebrate you know it's going to be a bash. Now if only the birthday girl would wake up and get this party started.
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[03 Apr 2005|11:11pm] |
the clique has spoken and red bull is out unless used in shot form. and donna has a mullet, thank you.
~ CL
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[29 Mar 2005|01:49am] |
Why do we always ask the questions that we don't want the answers to? Is this just a sub-conscious thing we do to torture ourselves so we can try and get over the emotions we're feeling? And why is so much worse to be the one who has to answer? why? Because if you ever had to ask, you know the heartache and pain you have to go through after the answer is given. You feel stupid for asking, you feel worse that you already knew the answer and have subjected yourself to more heartache, and you feel naive thinking that for just one moment... there might have been a different answer.
I loved my life for about a minute and a half today. I am in love with the most wonderful man in the world and for a change, he is also in love with me. Today was beautiful and I had a great lunch with a friend that I've dearly missed. So why then can't I get this feeling of dread to subside?
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[22 Mar 2005|11:27am] |
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It's all because things have been going so well. I can only pray that this too will pass.
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[26 Feb 2005|01:28pm] |
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I can't breath out of my nose, I have no money, and I'm leaving for Acapulco in a week... ahhhh! I am totally stressed!
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[14 Feb 2005|01:32pm] |
1) YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (name of first pet + street you live on):
Sheba Northside Drive
2) YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (grandmother's first name + favorite snack):
Kamile Ruffles
3) YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Pulp Panera
4) YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (favorite spice girl + last foreign vacation spot):
Posh Canada
5) YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Peaches Warren
6) YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (first initial + first three letters of your last name):
A. Dal
7) YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (favorite animal + name of high school):
panda cousino
8) YOUR BARFLY NAME - (last snack food you ate + your favorite alcoholic drink):
cheez-it margarita
9) YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (middle name + street where you first lived):
marie w. montana
10) YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name):
snidkers love
11) YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (favorite celebrity's first name + best friend's street name):
paris gilbert
12) YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
werner sprint
i'm gay like jenae!!
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